Life Insights, at 1:30 AM :)

Hello everyone! :)

Well crap, I haven't posted a blog in a pretty long time..

This would probably bore some of you to death.. But this blog.. Is a thinky blog.. It's going to be full of thoughts and thinky feelings about being twenty, working, life, friends and maybe love?

Also it's 1:30 in the morning so you can't expect much from me, okay?

So, like  I said it is 1:30 in the morning and I'm feeling very tired, however I can't sleep. I have come to the conclusion that I might need to write away my feelings. Maybe then will I feel like I could finally fall asleep. 

Firstly, I turned twenty! Holy crap! That's two decades! I'm not sure if I feel like I'm twenty yet... I am still pretty immature for my age, I mean, come on.. I'd admit I have my VERY fair share of short comings and I regret every poor decisions and mistakes I made in the past and despite other people's opinions and views, I have made peace with myself about them. But saying I'm immature comes across as very self deprecating and I don't want that. However immature I am,  I also believe I can be very mature about certain things too.. Yay. Like taking the high road for example. It's something I believe everyone should learn how to do.. To just breathe in and let all the anger go, you know? In the end, you really don't feel better if you stay angry for long. :)

Secondly, working..  I have a job now!  Weeeeeee... I'm pretty thrilled about it. That's all I'm going to say. It will need more sacrifices.. That, I'm very sure of..  But I don't think anyone will get anywhere with out sacrifices. And as a real life adult, I'm going to learn about that first hand.. Very soon ;)

Thirdly, FRIENDS.. I have also been through a lot this year when it comes to friendships.. Friendships, I admittedly lost.. Friends that I miss to this, but when  I look back at it.. It might be for the best that things are this way.  I have very strong faith, and I believe that God brought me to this place for a reason.. He made me go through the heartbreak for a reason. A reason I might not completely understand, but I'm getting there. I am guilty of making mistakes and contributing to the rift between me and these people.. I'm sure of that, and I regret my decisions... And no matter how bad you wish things would get better, and you're faced with the reality that things ARE NOT going to get better. You just take a breather and accept that, that's how things are now. When you've done your part, and God knows how much you regret it, and what you honestly did to make it better.. Then you'd have to leave it up to him. 

I doubted myself so much during these times, and really, my faith was the only thing that kept me grounded and sane.. I'm thankful for all the positive things that came my way after that.. And I couldn't have asked for better friends. The friends that have stuck with me through all this.. They know who they are.. 

I pray every night, that we find peace in our hearts to forgive and live our lives to the fullest. We're young, and spending even a little bit of our time hating people.. It isn't healthy.. And contrary to popular belief, it does not build character. :)


Well, that certainly one of the most incoherent ramblings on the planet, forgive me.. It's... *Checks time* 2:05am. 


Ha...



Goodnight lovely people! <3

Giggling Baby Glitter Brightens Up My Day

This honestly made my day. Louise from sprinkleofglitter on Youtube, videos of her daughter Darcy brighten up my days <3

Boracay Vlog up on my channel! :)

Newest video up on my channel! 

I talk about our first days at Boracay.. It's a semi vloggy video..  Mainly because I still feel totally awkward vlogging with people staring at me while I talk to an inanimate object, aka my camera. But I promise to try harder next time. Okay? Okay.

Enjoy watching!  Please comment, like and subscribe! ♥

Ocean Air, Salty Hair... A Chronicle Vol. 1

Hey! Guess what. Summer's officially over.. Now, ask me why I'm posting about my vacation just now.. Come on! :))

Well actually, me and my friends when on a week long break and flew to the beautiful island of Boracay, here in my home country.. The Philippines. Since it's a trip I looked forward to, ever since last year (yes, due to our busy schedules and a very close friend of mine being in the states for her internship), we had to wait until she was back home.

It's our first trip with out parental supervision, and at a very far place at that. We had to go on a plane, hop on a van for two hours, ride a boat and then a car for thirty minutes.. It took us very long to get there, but we were all having so much fun being together that even if our butts hurt from sitting down so much, it didn't matter!

We left Manila at around 8PM on June 2nd, arrived at Kalibo, Aklan around 8:30PM on the same day.. I'm trying my best to recall all things happened during our stay there and I will make sure to include snaps of my vacation... And maybe finally going ahead and editing my vlog for my channel. oops. We arrived at Station 1 in  Boracay very, very, very late that night. I'd post pictures of the hotel, but I won't.. Because it wasn't anything special. The room was small and cramped for seven people, including our luggage.. But it doesn't matter. You see, my friends and I? We're not picky, nor do we car how cramped we are. :)) 

That would be me walking on the beach.. I swear, I fell in love with the beach the moment the water hit my toes. 

It was glorious. :)

The only thing we did when we arrived was walk along the beach and eat very late dinner.. We went back to the hotel and slept. That's it. :P

Crap. I thought I could cram my vacation into one blog post. But, I better not. Haha! So Yes, I'd leave the next part as a next blog post. I also plan on making a video about my travel essentials and all the beauty related stuff I bought with me to Boracay. :) Tune in for more fun in the sun! ;)